Did you ever noticed?

Did you ever noticed that I'm so weary of laying aside by you? If you want me to sneak myself into some other people's conversation, I would rather keep myself alone. I don't know why but prefer to it. Yes! I'm that kind of stubborn girl! Actually, I'm just feeling unsuited, unsuited with anyone of them. We used to be close, we used to be it! I had thought of what you said to me, I couldn't be so unsocialized, but I just got used to it...

I never knew that, I just can't keep calm to listen what you said, I couldn't endure that, you kept scolding me in front of them. Yet, I knew that's not blaming, but the way you taught me to be socialized, is really a kind of reprimand for me.